Wednesday, April 18, 2007 @8:50 PM
A Battle You Can't Win
Soldiers put down your weapons,
these two hearts have stopped beating.
Raise your white flags up high,
it seems the enemy has been cheating.
Lets just give up this stupid fight,
we have all forgotten who started the war.
These battles have been going on forever
I don't remember what I'm fighting for.
“Sir, you've loved her for so long,
why are you going to let her win?”
"Private, this is a matter of life and love,
Breaking hearts would be considered sin"
Call in the troops we're going home,
there's no way we can win this one.
She fought me off for so long,
it's better we say she has won.
⥠you and i both loved
Tuesday, April 17, 2007 @9:58 PM
*The Big Book Of Regret*
Do you regret at all?
Are you a victim of its sting?
When you're in pain and thinking,
Do you ever feel a thing?
When the world spins on its axis,
And you're thinking of the past,
Is your mind just like mine,
In the race yours comes in last?
I've tried to be perfect,
But it's never up to par,
With exactly what you want,
Or with exactly who you are.
I'm tired of adding pages,
To my book of regret,
And your not even helping,
Half the book is you, I'll bet...
I'm trying to tell you,
Just what I feel right now,
But it's just not worth it,
To try to figure out how.
I'm better off without you,
And I know that you agree,
You are just too heartless,
And a bit too brash for me.
Nothing can save me now,
From what I have to do.
I've lost everything.
All thanks to you
Like what you wrote in your blog
Which i happened to stumble upon and look through
So here i am now, writing in my regret book,
And this new entry is you.
Guess it's your decision to regret knowing my friends and i....
It's your choice and there's nothing we could do but feel dissapointed
All i could say now is...Think carefully again....
We've done our best and so much for you.
We've sacrificed so much and put in our efforts just to help you solve all problems you used to face
be it personal or school problems.
All these while we've always been by your side.
Giving all the support you needed.
It's sad
So sad to say that you are just blind to all of our sacrifices....
We seemed to be just a substitute of friends in your life.
When you found other better friends, you simply just kick us aside.
And now you are cowardly running away from us and at the same time
saying that you regret knowing us.
Nevertherless, after all that had happened, we'll still be here if you ever want to talk to any of us ever again.
To you....we may no longer be your friends
But....
To us....you still are.
Good luck to you.
⥠you and i both loved
Sunday, April 08, 2007 @5:21 PM
I've been living with a shadow over head
I've been sleeping with a cloud on my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I have in need of them again someday
I've been setting aside time to clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find the way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
I've been watching for the stars that used to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the sign
I know that it's out there
There gotta be something from my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some directions
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find the way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I hope that you'll tell me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
⥠you and i both loved